I bought my daddy a MP3 player last year for father’s day b/c that’s what he said he wanted. He has the best taste in music. He is like me he loves anything that has a good beat from blue grass, to heavy metal… but he was more of an old school rock guy himself. I just love the music on it… I mean I could care less for a couple b/c I couldn’t finish listening to them b/c one was actually screaming in parts :). Well, after he died I really wanted it but for some reason I could never find it.(I really think that my brothers took it) well Saturday mama was trying to find some rechargeable batteries and ran across it and gave it to me. Man am im really enjoying listening to his music. I miss him soo much. This month has been really bad for me… I guess its b/c its his birthday this Friday, and he always loved his birthday. I guess that’s b/c he knew I would get him what he asked for even if it meant spending my last dollar. He always did that for us so I felt like I needed to do that for him. Were having a birthday party for him Friday night. He was in a motorcycle club called “Ole Timers” and were having all of them and the family over for hamburgers and hot dogs… I have ordered a cake that has a big huge “Harley Davidson” sign on the top… before we eat were going to go to his grave and let 45 balloons go with a message in there for him… he would have been 45 this coming Friday. I know he would have loved it… he’ll be looking down from Heaven smiling at all of us. I just hope someone finds at least one message and emails us back to let us know where they got them from. I just really wished he was here to celebrate with us. I miss him more and more everyday.